Eastenders – Darren’s The Daddy

Darren's the daddy...what will happen next?

I felt as though my temple was going to burst out of my head with the frustration and anticipation of who was the father of Heather’s baby. Eastenders played it thoroughly well. I didn’t think for a split second it would be Darren, even though I remembered the yoghurt pot incident very well. What a night! I love Heather. I love Darren. What will happen next? What do you think of all this?

On a slightly sick note. I think Darren has turned into a really handsome guy. Anyway…..

Stephen Gately Dies Aged 33: Your Thoughts And Tributes

Happy Stephen poses for photo's but privately he struggled with depression

This is a sad blog. One of my absolute teenage heart-thobs, Stephen Gately has died while on holiday aged just 33 years old. What happened? Stephen was enjoying a holiday in Majorca and after a night on the town went home to sleep it off but failed to wake up. Does this sound familiar? When Heath Ledger ‘failed to wake up’ people were quick to jump on the drug addict label but we subsequently found out that Heath was on a lot of prescription medication.

I know that Stephen had struggled with depression and he was involved in a lot of work recently with the Boyzone come-back and his own stage theatre career. If he was indeed taking a high dose of anti-depressants, maybe a few uppers to help his energy levels then a night on the lash with a lot of alcohol would have been a serious risk to his health. If he indeed die because of a tragic mixture of his antidepressants then I think this highlights the danger of these drugs. There are many forums and campaign groups from families who have been devestated in a similar manner because there is not enough information about these medications.

There are no confirmed reasons as to why this young man has lost his life at such a vibrant and fun time but my theory would be

a) prescription drug leading to heart failure

b) plain and simple cardiac arrest

c) choking on his own vomit

What are you theories? How could this have happened to someone? I really liked Stephen Gately. I had all his posters up all over my room when I was 12/13! I thought he was very talented.

Your thoughts?

Dannii Minogue’s Out Of Order X Factor Comment To Danyl Johnson

Talented so why does sexuality matter?

X Factor low tactics from Judge Dannii

I haven’t been so outraged in a long time.

In response to a practically faultless performance by Danyl Johnson, all X-Factor judge Dannii Minogue could say was

“If the reports in the paper are anything to go by, maybe you didn’t need to change the gender reference in the song!”

Dannii refers to a story in which Danyl is discussed as bisexual!

Bearing in mind, this is a Saturday night family show, and Danyl is a Primary Teacher…who’s students are probably listening eagerly to what the judges say to him…why did Dannii find it appropriate to mention Danyl’s sexuality. There are a few other guys on the show who are gay but of course, none of them are as talented or eligable or fancyable as Danyl but she had to say something to put a little doubt in the ladies minds eh?

Personally I think it was ENTIRELY out of order of her to say that! It was inappropriate, it was desperate and it was INCREDIBLY ignorant of her!

I sincerely hope she apologises for that!

Where The Birds Lived

Where The Birds Lived

Jim sat at his kitchen table. The laminated fake pine sucking the heat out of his cup of tea. It was colder in the kitchen than he would like but he had never got round to getting a radiator in there. He could hear the first bird of the day tweeting in the tree outside, he didn’t know what kind of bird it was, or tree. The early bird catches the worm, he said in his mind. There was no point in speaking out loud.

He stared out of the window. The sky was empty except for a few streaks of cloud, lit by the distant sun, floating like a pink undercurrent on a dark lake. The streetlights were still on, the orange glow rising in the distance like a false dawn. His eyesight wasn’t good enough to see the individual street lights far off in the distance anymore. He had always enjoyed looking at the patterns of the street lights, looking to see if any blinked and wondering what the name of the street was that had the faulty light.  It had been a vague hobby of his, just something he enjoyed thinking about. But now he couldn’t do that anymore and he did miss it. Was it going to be a nice day? Was that the faint howl of wind he heard outside the window? He lifted in his seat a little to check. Nothing. He had half expected to see a fine mist of rain sweeping past that nearest streetlight there, and it would have been just his luck if there was.

The tea was only half finished in his cup and now it was cold. He’d been letting his mind wander and had forgotten about it. He knew that later he would think about the tea he hadn’t finished when he was cold at a bus stop somewhere and wish he had drank it because it might have made all the difference in keeping him warm. Was it time to move yet? He looked at his watch. He had to shift it around his thin wrist to see the face. He has had the watch for nearly 30 years and although he bought a new strap every few years the leather looks old but he would grudge buying a new now. He remembers the day his wife gave it to him. His wife. The thought of her comes into his head like a speeding train as he runs his finger over the cool watch face. He is transported back to that time, so deep and clear that it almost causes him physical pain. He supposes that is grief. People talk about grieving but nobody really describes it so how do people know when they are really feeling it? For him this is it, that pain in the centre of his chest, under his ribs, somewhere in the space between there and his heart- like a pocket of gas. Although if it was a pocket of gas then it would have escaped when they had opened his chest up, so it wasn’t a gas. It puzzles him how feelings can cause pain but in no real physical place that can be opened up and looked at or fixed, like they occur in another dimension of yourself. He supposes this is why people talk about souls. Maybe that’s what it is then he thinks to himself.

The sky has lightened only a little. Has he been sitting here too long? What was the time again? He looks again because he didn’t take it in last time. Time to move. There are more birds chirping outside. Will it be a clear day today? He goes to the sink and holds his cup under the cold water for a few seconds, taking care not to get his fingers wet. That would be the last thing he wants to feel, the chill of cold water on his fingertips before he goes out the door. He doesn’t have gloves. He left them on a bus but he hadn’t bothered to check if anyone had handed them in, that would have been a waste of time.

He looks out the window one more time to see if there are any cars on the move out there. Nothing. Is he too early? Is everyone else still fast asleep, not even thinking about getting up yet? It had snowed the other day and there are white mounds on the grass court. He would have to watch out for hidden dog shit on the pavement underneath patches of snow. Why did people let their dogs shit on the pavement? That was a mystery to him. That didn’t happen everywhere of course, in other places they took pride in their streets. Not like here, not anymore. When him and his wife had bought this flat in 1963 this place was posh. They had an inside toilet and a bath, and more cupboard space than they knew what to do with. They had nice neighbours, and people still swept their own stairs. Now there was only him and the lassie underneath in the whole close. She had five young weans and he had never seen her with a man the whole time she lived there, but he didn’t judge, she was a nice lassie. He tightened the cold water tap as he walked past to leave the kitchen. He wasn’t good at tightening things anymore, his strength wasn’t what it used to be and sometimes when he went to bend his fingers they would only move a little bit, even though his brain had told them to move a lot. That was him getting really old, he told himself.

He opened his front door and stepped outside. The chill in the air struck him. He struggled for a minute with the lock on the door. It had always been stiff but these days it seemed to cause him real problems. He turned round to face the air and the day. The sky was only a little lighter still, a few more clouds had streaked across the sky now and they were a deep orange colour. He couldn’t tell if it would be cloudy or clear yet. He heard the hiss of a bus stopping at the bottom of his street and the noise of a car accelerating soon after. People were awake.
He started down the stairs at the top of his landing. Were they slippery? He would have to be careful of that, he told himself. He noticed a puddle of yellow paint at the corner of the landing. The young ones had painted some sort of obscure symbols all over the place, over the last lot they had done that is, then poured the remaining yellow paint onto the landing. He would have to be careful not to trace any of that back into his house he told himself.

He was nearly at the bottom of the steps. He lifted his leg and moved his body weight forward to carry him down onto the last step but when his foot touched the stair his knee bent and kept going. He crashed forward full on his front at the bottom of the stairs like a plank of wood falling of the back of a lorry. He felt the vibration of the impact in every bone in his body. In his younger days he would have got up and laughed and shook it off and went on with his day, probably laughing about it with his workmates even if he did feel a little bruised. But now, at eighty three years old, he lay shocked and confused. What had happened? He tried to move but his bones didn’t seem to respond. He shuffled himself round onto his side after a few minutes. Inside there was a swelling of emotion he couldn’t place in this situation. Then he realised he was afraid. The cold of the concrete was nipping, draining the heat through his clothes. He tried to move again but it seemed as though his body was like a broken down car, an old banger, he told himself angrily. He couldn’t move. He let his head drop onto the concrete, his hat kept the chill off his thin scalp, and that at least was something. His knee’s throbbed in agony, yet he was somehow happy to feel pain and know that he had feeling at all. A silly fall, he said in his mind but he managed to tutt out loud. He had heard this happened to old people all the time and he always wondered how they could just fall over. Well, now he knew he thought to himself.

He was near the gate of the lassie below him. He tried to listen for the sound of voices or movement inside her flat. Nothing. His arms were still unresponsive by his side, he couldn’t check his watch. The lassie was sure to burst out her door any minute with her rabble of weans, taking them to school and nursery, then she would find him and help him up. The cold came in again, right through the layers of his clothes like he knew it would. His thin frame cold and aching to the core. He thought about that tea he hadn’t finished and cursed himself.
The sky was bright now, red and almost shimmering as the sun had risen above the horizon somewhere but he couldn’t see it. Was he short of breath? No doubt he was, he was fair winded in that fall there. His knees were aching and the waves of pain were travelling, like the waves of a tide, right up his body. He opened his mouth to speak the pain, to moan or make some other noise to express it. Nothing. Only a throaty breath escaped. He was so tired. Had he not been up for hours now? His head rested on his cap on the concrete. The cold on his nose, his cheeks, his ears stinging, his hands numb and his knees aching.

He heard the lovely sound of all the birds awake now. Thank god for those places here where the birds lived, he thought. This place he thought, looking around, graffiti all over the walls and the stairs in need of a good wash. Was that piss he could smell? Probably. The postman, a thought jolted into his mind, the postman would be here shortly. But as soon as he thought it he knew that was no hope, the postman was lucky to drag himself up to deliver mail around here before mid day never mind as the sun rose. No, he knew it wouldn’t be the postman to help him. Was that another bus hissing at the bottom of the road? He could hear more cars, people going to work.

He looked at the toys sitting outside the front door of the lassie. Stuff she was throwing out? Aye maybe it was. Her wee one was fair growing up fast she had said. A painful memory flew to the surface as he looked at the discarded wee toys outside her door. His own daughter. She living with a woman in Edinburgh. Her choice of partner didn’t bother him but they rarely spoke, and that made him sad. Her mother had died just before she started Secondary school, when she was twelve, and she was never the same. She had been right ill and he knew she wouldn’t live another fortnight and he knew she wouldn’t get to see their lassie in her uniform for ‘the big school’, as she called it. Then Marie had told her Ma that school started two weeks before it did and turned up at the hospital in the morning, in her full uniform. He might have suggested it himself but that would have been like admitting how bad it really was, although she must have realised herself. Her Ma hadn’t really expected her, she had told her to ” jist go straight there in the morning hen, so yir not late for yir first day!”. But Marie knew what she was doing. Her Ma was right weak at this point but when she opened her eyes and saw Marie standing there, all smart and grown up looking, her face had lit up like neither of them had seen all year. It was worth the white lie to see her happy like that. Marie had sat on the bed with her and let her sweep her hands over her blazer to get rid of imaginary oose, like she used to do. Oh she was ‘right proud’ of her she said and she held her hands tight, with more energy than her body could probably afford he thought. Jim knew Marie didn’t want to leave her, that she didn’t want this moment with her to end because it was the end of everything in a way and they both knew that. But his wife had urged her to go, ” Before you’re late!” she said, and Marie knew she had to go to keep up the illusion. He had stood up from the chair at the side of his wife’s bed where he had slept and said he would walk her to the bus stop. Marie told her Ma stories about school that whole week and her Ma said she was ‘Right glad’ she was getting on well at the big school. Jim knew she’d probably held on to make sure of it. She had died in the morning before Jim could tell Marie to come. After that Jim seemed to lose Marie to some bad influences at school. She had eventually sorted herself out and became an asthma nurse through in Edinburgh and he missed her.

Had he fallen asleep? He was so deep in that time that it had been like being back there. The smell of the hospital and his wife. How long had he been here? It felt like hours now but it was only a little while wasn’t it? He was so cold he could spit although he didn’t attempt it. His jaw felt stiff. The sky had flecks of blue through the deep red. All the birds were awake now and it was such a lovely song. He hadn’t heard that in such a long time. Getting up so early to end up here lying on the concrete had been worth it just to hear that he told himself in an attempt to rally his spirits. He closed his eyes, tired and cold, hadn’t he been up so long now? He thought about that tea he had let go cold. He should stay awake he told himself, when the lassie came out with her weans he didn’t want to give her a fright thinking he was dead, or give her the trouble of having to wake him up the silly auld sod.

At least it’s not raining he told himself otherwise she might look out and decide not to venture out the door. He still couldn’t move. His eyes closed again, he didn’t want to look at all the dirty walls and weird symbols scrawled all over the place- this was a depressing experience as it was. At least he had the birds singing he thought, thank god there were places where the birds could live around here.

That smell of piss was fair strong as the sun brightened he thought and he tried to go back to the smell of that hospital or the smell of his wife. He could sleep couldn’t he? The lassie would be out the door any minute with her weans and he could wake up before she clocked the sight of him lying on the landing like a sack of potatoes. He would be fixing that tap when he got back to his house he thought, but before that a big cup of hot tea which he would pay full attention to this time for sure.

He drifted in thought, eyes closed. The cold was making his bones feel like frozen metal poles inside his body. Relief, he thought, would be in having a sleep until he had the strength to move or the lassie came out with the weans and got him. Had he been up too early right enough? Maybe he had but he loved to hear these birds singing the same exact song he had heard over all the years he had the pleasure to catch it. In those early mornings before work or outside the hospital for a quick fag before his wife woke up, was it not the same lovely sound? He was sure it was. Here he was now though, lying amongst piss and graffiti on the same stairs he had carried his wife’s coffin down the day he buried her. He didn’t remember hearing birds then but he didn’t let his mind venture into that day. His thoughts quietened a little. Had the sun taken the chill off his body? He didn’t feel that bruising cold as bad now, thank god. Aye, a wee sleep will be just the thing he tells himself, now that the pain and the cold has subsided he can sleep a bit more comfortable, considering the circumstances, just until the lassie takes her weans to the nursery and helps him up. That‘s all he needs after all he tells himself, a hand up off this concrete slab, then he can get on with his day and later he will be fixing that tap. But a cup of tea would be first, he would be back at the table with a cup of tea, giving it his full attention in no time. He could close his eyes until then. After all, he was so tired. He closed his eyes.

THE END

By Alanna O’Donnell (full copyright)

My New Haircut………

I’ve had a rough as fuck week so I decided to treat myself to a haircut. Against my better judgement I went to a hairdresser I have told myself I would never go back to…Anyway, here we are…..this is what i look like……

Go on, laugh.... go.....

Freaky Incident In Hotel Room: Thoughts?

Right, on Satuday night after the mediumship seminar me and my mum had dinner and went back to our hotel room. There was a function down the stair and since the hotel is like basically just a big old country house it was like being in your room while your kids have a party. The music was blaring loud and since it was an 18th there was a lot of rowdyness. Fair enough, but we were dog tired and just felt like some peace and quiet, we didny grudge the party but I wasn’t happy to pay full price to be kept up all night.

I decided that I would complain and to facilitate my complaint I would record just how loud the noise was coming into our room. I tried to use my camera voice recorder but it picked up fuck all since it isn’t strong enough. I decided to try my camera phone on video since I know that is a bit stronger. I set it to record and me and my wee mammy sat quietly listening for a wee minute. There was the sound of the music and obviously a bunch of lassies shouting and laughing at the bottom of the stairs. We didn’y hear anything else and I was 99/9% sure the recording wouldny pick any of it up.

When I played it back I had to listen with it right up to my ear because the sound was so faint, I could barely hear the noises of the music and all the shouting on the recording even though we could hear them as clear as day when i recorded it. What I HEARD in the middle of the recording actually made me go white with shock, I heard a mans voice say/mumble something very clearly.

Now, bearing in mind the recording barely picked up noise we COULD hear, how did it manage to pick up a mans voice that we didn’t hear? I showed it to mum and even she was freaked out, I showed it to Maureen my mediumship teacher and she thought it was amazing.

I took one from the same place incase it was the camera but..nope!

Let me know what you think. I have tried to annotate the video but ignore the second annotation about a voice i just put it in the wrong place, listen from 0.30. – 0.34 its in between there somewhere.

I’m posting a picture that I took of the tv corner. There is an orb at the top of it. My mum was sitting on the bed and as I raised the camera to take a photo I seen a flash on the radiator wall, I know it was a spirit and whenever I see those flashes I like to acknowledge them (they like that) and I said “I seen that!”…my mum said ” what?” but I had pressed the capture button and the flash went. Before I could answer her as to what I had seen I noticed an orb (in a different place but not far from the flash) and I showed her it, I explained about seeing the light before the picture got taken.

The hotel is called Kincaid House Hotel and its in Milton Of Campsie. It was really lovely and the staff were really nice, the restaurant was great and the breakfast excellent. I recieved a 10% discount about the noise and there was no problem and I didn’t need to use the video.

like this

You will need to have the video up quite loud to hear it and listen close. It is freaky and 100% genuine.

Tony Stockwell Mediumship Seminar

Tony Stockwell and me.

So, that is me back from my wee weekend away with my mammy. She was kind enough to come along with me because I was too scared to stay in a hotel on my own and the seminar started too early for me too travel through. When I booked it I was stoked about meeting Tony Stockwell but as time passed I was looking forward to spending some time with my mum more. She is just awesome by the way, mum’s are the best. It turned out to be mother’s day weekend and as I had booked to stay another night at the hotel till the Sunday- it was such a good treat for her. We had a blast. She is hilarious.

Mum walking like an egyptian

Soooo Tony Stockwell arrived the night before with Maureen who is my teacher (he sponsors her). Mum and I registered after breakfast and the whole place was buzzing. There were about 50 people there but it didn’t seem crowded. Tony was much taller than I expected and really handsome. He began by asking what levels people were at, beginners, practising, platform mediums etc. He spoke about the practicalities of mediumship, what people expect of you, how tough that can be, what you should expect of yourself, how hard it can be, how hard you end up being on yourself, how to deal with that…….all the things that people need to hear when thinking about embarking on mediumship training. People can come in for a lot of stick, some really tough or emotional situations and it is appropriate to know that. He explained that in the best and most light hearted way he could and I have to say he is a really really funny man.

We had a tea break and came back to do some pair work. I got a lovely young guy to work with and we practised lucid reading, that probably isn’t the word for it but what I mean by that is that we didn’t do a meditation before we worked…Tony threw is straight in at the deep end. Sitting opposite a person and trying to pick up someone who wants to contact them. I got through a few people interestingly. First of all I had a man and as I described him I realised that he wasn’t for this young guy at all, he was actually my father in law (who i’ve never met) so I apologised and moved on (naughty Larry! LOL) I got through a couple of ladies for him, and a dog all of which he recognised which was good. He got my two grans. Lovely. The next man I worked with the task was to sit with the person and them be given the name of a specific person they are hoping to hear from. Tony explained that although some mediums claim that it is not up to them who comes through in a reading, that it is possible to invite that person that the client really wants to hear from….after all, if a woman who has lost her husband comes to a medium in the hope of hearing from him she isn’t going to want to hear from Great Aunt Millicent for a whole hour is she? This task I found tougher because all you are given is a name, you aren’t really allowed to ask if it is a person or a pet or whatever….so this is where the real mediumship kicks in. Anyway, I got the lady (Olive) who the man wanted to contact spot on (mental eh?) turned out it was his mother and I even got a pet as well I think….

We had lunch provided by the group organising the event, the same group who ran my reiki course and who run the mediumship class i go to. At this point my mum decided she didn’t want to do any more, she was finding it really stressful and intimidating (imagine having to sit infront of a complete stranger and TALK about people they know in spirit and not knowing where to start etc etc. sore!) Anyway, I grassed her in to Tony and he was so nice haha he said to relax she didn’t have to do the pairings but could chill and just take it in.

After lunch we did some more tasks which I found so interesting and helpful and that I did really well on, although my bold mum managed to do MUCH better than me eh?…fly woman haha.

Nearing the end of the seminar we paired up again and I got this lovely lovely American ex-pat, she was in her late 50’s maybe and just lovely. She brought through the young friend of my neice who had been killed in a car crash and had her spot on, I brought a lady through for her I don’t know what her name was or who she was to her but the woman knew her. I also managed (mostly for the first time) to know the message I was to pass on. The woman was astounded as it must have been relevant to her although I don’t know the significance of it and I didn’t ask. I also brought through a dog for her as well and she was so happy at that. I don’t know breeds of dogs so i really have to go on description alone lol.

Tony finished by giving some further practical advice which I found incredably valuable and then he answered some questions.

I got my photo taken with him like a hundred times because my camera was being a pain but he was very patient and nice.

I found the whole seminar to be of huge value. I feel ready to make that leap between only practising in meditation and actually listening to spirit and passing on messages while awake for people. I feel more confidant in my ability as a medium and although it is a lot of responsibility to give people their loved ones back for that short time I feel I can deal with the weight of that a little better now, if not being ready to fully practise or do platforms the way other people do.

The class I go to ran by Maureen is excellent and I know that I will continue to develop well thanks to her and that seminar with Tony.

Anyway, that was that. Check out Tony on Psychic Private Eyes or Psychic Academy which starts soon on biography channel.

Any questions folks I would be happy to answer.

Screen / Stage Presence

I know a lot of you don’t actually watch Eastenders but I do, right, I’m no ashamed of it either. Since I moved to retirement village, and away from the everyday drama of Arden (oh I miss it) I like to have a weekly hit of adrenaline dramatic input.

Remember?

Then, the other week something wierd happened. Eastenders got a new cast member (whit!!, I know you’re shitting yourself with excitement here) and even though I recognised her straight away I couldn’y place where fae. Laurence offered a few suggestions as to what she had been in, but I couldny get a grasp of it.

All I knew was that, even though she is a brilliant actress, the casting directors have made a mistake in casting her. Why? Well, because she literally sucks up every inch of screen space in every scene she is in. What? Is she massive? Is 400 inches wide? No but she is literally SO good that she completely obliterates the other actors off the screen.

I think it can be quite difficult for people to get the concept of stage / screen presence because it is a bit of an abstract concept. How can one person have a non physically bigger presence amoung others in a space watched by the audience? It’s non physical, it’s almost impercievable- infact, to most people it is impercievable.

So today Laurence reminded me of what the woman from Eastender’s had been in before, it was Who’s Line Is It Anyway? Josie Lawrence from Who’s Line Is It Anyway?

She is a brilliant comedy actress so no wonder she literally sucks every inch of screen up. If she has done mainly theatre then she will be used to filling a space and thats what she does.

I feel sorry for the rest of the actors. They have all become so entrenched in Walford that they have probably forgotten how to do that. Maybe not.

Anyway, I have had a couple of hours before i go and get my eyebrows and hair done so I thought I would talk about some stuff.

Natasha Richardson

The night before Natasha Richardson’s accident I was up till my usual late hour. Just before I went to bed I ended up on a list of celebrity relationships which have lasted a long time. Amoung them were Liam Neeson and Natasha Richardson, they added that although they had only been married 15 years ( a lot less than most of the other couples) they were widely regarded as one of Hollywood’s rock solid couples.  The article ( you know, gallery really) had this picture above.I looked at it a while and thought about how happy they looked right enough, they seemed to look happier than the other couples on the pictures somehow (especially more than Bono and his wife) maybe that is because she was so beautiful or maybe it was because they’d only been married 15 years but i think it was probably because they genuinely were right into eachother. I’ve looked at other pictures and she is totally adoring of him.

I remember Wiki’ing Natasha Richardson because I wanted to see what else she had been in because apart from The Parent Trap, I haven’y seen anything she is in. I thought I might download Nell to give it a watch.

The next day (well 5 hours at most) I get up and go on Bt Yahoo news and that has the story about her being ‘critical’. If I hadn’y have seen the picture of them and wiki’d her I would have felt sorry for her and all their family but it wouldn’t have bothered me as much as it did following that. Not that I particularly want to add this is but I may as fucken well, although, I’m not saying it is related or ANYTHING like that but I will say that ahead of the mediumship seminar with Tony Stockwell I have started picking up news stories in my sleep again. My confidence in my own abilities have taken a sharp downturn ( probably the depression in action, bastard!) so the past couple of days have raised that a wee bit. Annnyywaay, when I went to my bed I had a dream that everyone in my family suffered head injuries, everyone. The last one in my dream was my wee Andrew, he is always bunping his head and I thought I need to watch him carefully because he is so kamakase, when I woke up I said to Laurence I had had horrible sleep. True story. I’m not saying I pure predicted it or anything, I’m not saying anything like that. It is probably just a coincidence right enough. I’m just blogging it.

I really feel sorry for her family, especially her children. She went at the wrong time I think, she definately had a lot more life in her and more things she could have been doing. It is the same with Heath Ledger, I  have said that before, although that instance has always got to me in a wierdly over the top way….who knows. I’m not an emotional person.

Anyway. God love her, and her family. I hope they find comfort with the thought that she is only gone in the physical sense etc.

James Bond

I think Daniel Craig is ok as James Bond….I haven’t really “bonded” with his interpretation of the character, and I haven’t really bonded (sorry) with the new style of scripts etc.

I don’t agree with the way they dumped Pierce Brosnan because I think he was by far the best. The best all round. I don’t really bother with the old bond movies to be honest, but whenever Pierce Brosnan Bond movies are on- I watch them. They were great. The best. And Pierce Brosnan is a ride. HAHA Bet yous were wondering when I would say that.

Naughty!